Thursday, September 30, 2004

More Frenum Stretching?

I went to see Hetty today to see if my smaller 2mm ring had come in yet & she regretfully told me she couldnt order it. She did tell me that the size I have now comes regularly in 2.4 and assured me that 2 -> 2.4 is less painfull than 1.6 -> 2 altough its both .4mm (has to do with relative stretching size)

I still like the piercing btw :) I find it very stimulating when it moves & stuff.. Lovely :D

So now I'm in doubt :)
To 2.4 or not to..
In a way I want to :D Wont be making the decision for another month at least tough (Advice that came with the story..) Comments with (or without) advice WOULD be Terribly appreciated :D

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Barbell Frenum Fun

Yeah, so it didnt last very long!

It hurt! Because of my foreskin being rather tight and the balls being quite big.. It hurt! Whenever my dick was slightly erect (anything else than limp = lotz of times trough the day) the balls painfully pressed against the soft me. Painfull

So after an extremely interesting 4 days.. Stretching was fun, the hurt the first days was interesting, the hurting the last days was .. HELL My sex drive totally went away (interestingly enough since I had exams, a very hormone driven period) Putting a barbell trough my piercing (I took it out at a time to relieve myself some) and then putting it back in, so the screw had to pass trough, was very interesting and painfull and .. .whatever, Interesting! :)
But I'm glad its OVER!

So today I went in for a CBR, Its still 2mm (I still love it) but a but bigger ring than the one I was pierced with AND I ordered a ring the size I was pierced with (YAY)

Actually.. Its amazing, but I feel Much Better now!
I really didnt feel .. right with the barbell, certainly with it not being the ideal size, the balls too big, whatnot! I really didnt feel OK
I immediately felt better with the ring back in place. Not only for the comfort part (not hurting anymore) but also just.. I was simply more content with the way I look :D

Anyhow.. Lovely!

Asked some about branding after seeing some nice work. I wouldnt mind getting some, the result is so cool, but I wouldnt know what design & since thats FUCKIN important.. Need I say more :) Has perspective tough!

I'm looking forward to when my barbell arives and .. damn I should get some more mods done :) I really feel like it - the nape is geting ever the more atractive but kimono using sports kinda make me doubt it all :/

My dreads got nicer by washing them monday morning.. It had been .. long .. and .. Yeah - NICE :)

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Was that my frenum Jewelry falling?

Hm.. Funny thing happend..
I was having some fun with myself and suddenly I felt (& heard) something falling..
The feeling had changed too, so I imediately tought about my frenum barbel.. I had been wondering if it was normal I could spin the screwing ball when it was screwed on and figured it might be if it had a mechanism like a childrens safety lock.. I imediately tought of a logical way of achieving such a system and was happily surprised of how advanced the jewelry seemed to be.. Also it would have been a nice safety aganst unwillingly unscrewing, .. But it seems I was mistakin and altough I did try earlier, it seemed the ball just wasnt screwed on entirely! :/
And so Yeah, I lost it while .. lol

I'm glad I wasnt having sex coz finding both parts if it came loose in your girl :s Auch!

So I picked up the pieces and put them back.. I was afraid that might have been a very painfull process but it went Fine.. The thread hurt slightly but that was to expect.. So the stretching seems to have gone ok :D

Wich takes me to another conclusion.. The barbell hurts when I am erect.. I'm going to give it some more time but I suspect it might have something to do with the length.. I'm not at all happy about the length I chose. Its eastethicly too big and just not comfortable (foreskin & all..) so I 'm planing to get a shorter one some time next week. 2 to 3mm shorter will do by my estimate!

Another great and interesting experience :D

Friday, September 03, 2004

Frenum Stretching

Today I had the time to finally go to the shop and get a barbell and a bigger size.. Seems I was at 1,something.. Quite small.. And now I'm the proud owner of a sensitive 2mm hole in my frenum..
Sensitive I say and sensitive it is! The stretching actually hurt more than the piercing. Different pain too! Interesting experience tough..

The Story.. I walked past the store with a friend to go and have a drink. I looked inside to see if Hetty was there & she was, so after debating with my friend - to see if he didnt mind - we went inside. (I actually passed earlier but decided to do different things since I didnt know sge was in.. So yeah, one might put that as chickening out :/ :p) She was setting up a tattoo appointment with another customer but he was filling in some paperwork so she imediately had time for me. I told her I wanted a barbell and bigger gauge than I had. She said to have a sit and wait some because she was bussy and so we did. We looked trough some books and finally got out a Giger book (a favourite of mine) to check out. Learned some interesting stuff.. Like the Harkonen chairs were originally made for Dune (as I suspected) but werent used in the movie & some interesting 3d things with a special viewing technique.. But after a while we actually started wondering if she hadnt forgotten about us. Even more so as another girl came to ask if she could help us.. I gladly explained we were waiting and soon after, Hetty came to us. She told me to follow her to the back so I did.. We talked about what she had in stock & what I wanted. I stripped my pants since I obviously didnt know what size & she wanted to make sure (thank god). She ofcouse gloved up first! She said the only bigger then 2mm she had was a 3.2mm wich was OBVIOUSLY a bit big.. I'll probably Never have it that size.. It was kinda freaky to see & imagine.. But never say never so.. Anyhow, she proposed to put it in and I didnt mind happy to pass on on the fiddling & what not. So she got her tools on her tray, some lube thingy and tried to put it in.. It didnt really work out so she tried the other side and drew the conclusion she would be needing a *Dramatic Music* Stretching Needle.. Ofcourse I had no conception of what this is (never heard about it) so I didnt really get dramatic music and had more of a "If you say so.." thing going.. She warned me that it would hurt some but I was up to it. It hurt a litle when she was trying without needle so I figured it couldnt be worse.. :s She put in the needle (wich looked Bigg Assss on the end btw), pushed it trough and THEN I could agree it did indeed hurt.. OHMYDAMNTHATHURT! I was glad she huried to get the jewelry and push the needle trough with it, relieving me of the pain since obviously the jewelry was smaller as to fit in the needle end.. It felt a big sore afterwards (still does btw, since it has only been some hours) but I finally had a barbell in :) YAY She put the previous jewelry in a nifty lil bag and after paying and asking some questions I was on my way..

What questions? To start.. "Does this need to heal again?" wich was no since its stretching & causes no wounds (I already kinda knew this but needed to be sure) Next questions were about what jewelry she used for neck piercings and I was very happy to hear she uses the U shaped ones instead of the flexible ones that some people seem to use but I dont trust.. I mean.. It puts pressure on the skin so its obvious it'll reject.. or at least so it is in my humble opinion :/ And I saw a guy with that exact kind of jewelry & .. well it was kinda rejecting.. Didnt tell him that tough, it wasnt the place and time so.. Anyhow, I was happy with that answer and finally I asked about her Dreadies.. 5yrs (Damn I need to find me a job where I can keep 'em) and regularly maintained.. I might have mine done there too.. But on the other hand :/ its expensive & I can probably do them my self too :/ I'll see what I do

I'm glad I had it stretched and the barbel looks FINE but it seems a lil too long :/ I'll have to get used to it with foreskin & stuff :/ But still.. slightly too long! Ill give it some time to get used to And whatever.. I'll get a shorter one and a ring too in time.. In time :)

Happy tough Slightly hurting Me :)
And again, a step closer to a Nape piercing